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wellwellwell its 742 pm now and for the past dunno how many hours, other than me eating, i have been sloggin my brains out for integration.. if u were to ask me whens my bday, i wud prolly say y=e^x - 2 or sth like dat.. ><

well today other than muggin i have really done nothing else. ok include playin piano and chattin into dat. is dat a good thing? that i have become so studious and focussed into doing my maths but i feel that i have just wasted this day away too, like other days where i do nothing at all. it just feels the same... why?

area under curve. do i really wanna noe how to do it? will i actually want to go measure the area under a curve in the future? lets see...
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argh!

as i look at ians countdown to hcl o'lvls on his msn nick, i just see how much time i have left in RI. 37 days... dats all the proper time i have left in RI. sometimes i wonder if i could just get out of RI and perharps move on to RJC. sometimes like now, i wonder why did it all have to past so fast..

reminisce (or however u spell it) of my 2h days.. those were the best times in my life in raffles.. moving on to upper sec. it just changes somehow..from my playin in wow, i have learnt this quote through whoever told (i cant remember):

"the beginning is always the most fun, but as you get higher and higher up, it just all becomes so political"

political in what sense.. let's see
sec1--> we go into RI, have orientation and just have fun around
sec2--> have more fun and just get past the test
sec3--> you care more about leadership positions and try to get as much as possible
sec4--> my testimonial is longer than yours!

heh.. well guess it all makes sense some how.. no wonder older pple keep wanting to get their youth back, i have to say the same ..

ok enuff of this 'nonsense' for now. i have to get back to my so called 'real world' and slog out more of my integration of area under curve before i just burst my maths test tmr.. i just hope that it will be easy.